Here is my vid:
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Sep 14, 2009
Sep 13, 2009
THE ROUGH CUTS
Hey everyone,
So there's this movie channel on youtube, yeah? Called the roughcuts. And I'm auditioning to be the next Rough cutter! (movie reviewer)
Click this link and rate 5 stars! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NU2lnsAiP0k
Toodles! xoxoxo
So there's this movie channel on youtube, yeah? Called the roughcuts. And I'm auditioning to be the next Rough cutter! (movie reviewer)
Click this link and rate 5 stars! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NU2lnsAiP0k
Toodles! xoxoxo
Aug 29, 2009
Charlie's bringing Sexy Back, bitch.
Ja, I got bored :P
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Aug 7, 2009
OMG JOHN HUGHES!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Just heard news on the radio that John Hughes died of a heart attack. Let's all take the time to shed a tear and remember the king of 80's teen films. <3

Jul 26, 2009
DEXTER SEASON FOUR - TRAILER!!!
Jul 13, 2009
AQUA PHOENIX
Pretty catchy name for a TV show or comic, no? Alas, this is simply the name I have given to my almighty laptop for surviving a drowning!
So a few days ago, my mum reaches across the table for some peach Ice-tea, knocks it, and spills it all over my laptop...which happens to be open. ZAP! The whole thing goes black and conks out, seemingly forever.(Stupidly, we tried to stick paper towel in it to mop up the tea...obviously didn't do a very good job as the keys are very sticky as I type this.)
A day or so after that, we get the idea to open the whole back and dry it with a hair dryer...so 50 screws later we do just that. Then we turn it on and...nothing. Putting the thing back together was a nightmare I don't want to repeat. :(
Today, just fiddling around with it, I managed to pull the DVD drive out and save my copy of the (most excellent) movie Zodiac. Then, just out of curiosity I start fiddling with a few latches...and manage to pull the battery out. It felt slightly sticky and smelled of peach...the flavour of the ice tea, if you remember. So, feeling rather silly, I blow on it, and in the inside of the laptop. After a few minutes, I put it back in and try to turn it on....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! SCREAMS OF JOY! IT WORKS!!! OMFG!
Absolutely amazing. Just saved myself 600 dollars. And all my documents were still there...double facking sweet!
LONG LIVE THE AQUA PHOENIX!!!
Toodles.
xo
So a few days ago, my mum reaches across the table for some peach Ice-tea, knocks it, and spills it all over my laptop...which happens to be open. ZAP! The whole thing goes black and conks out, seemingly forever.(Stupidly, we tried to stick paper towel in it to mop up the tea...obviously didn't do a very good job as the keys are very sticky as I type this.)
A day or so after that, we get the idea to open the whole back and dry it with a hair dryer...so 50 screws later we do just that. Then we turn it on and...nothing. Putting the thing back together was a nightmare I don't want to repeat. :(
Today, just fiddling around with it, I managed to pull the DVD drive out and save my copy of the (most excellent) movie Zodiac. Then, just out of curiosity I start fiddling with a few latches...and manage to pull the battery out. It felt slightly sticky and smelled of peach...the flavour of the ice tea, if you remember. So, feeling rather silly, I blow on it, and in the inside of the laptop. After a few minutes, I put it back in and try to turn it on....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! SCREAMS OF JOY! IT WORKS!!! OMFG!
Absolutely amazing. Just saved myself 600 dollars. And all my documents were still there...double facking sweet!
LONG LIVE THE AQUA PHOENIX!!!
Toodles.
xo
Jul 1, 2009
Confessions of a WW2 Double-Agent

Note: I apologise in advance. :)
(SUNG TO THE TUNE OF LADY GAGA'S PAPARAZZI)
We met back when,
They were just coming out
Didn't know what to do
Now I'm one of them too
It's quite ironic
But not quite Atomic.
Lederhosen and a Swastika too,
Not sure what it means,
But I'm told I have too.
So I say goodbye,
And baby you must never know why,
Cause you know that baby we:
We can be together
But, baby you must never see,
That I'm a, I'm a Nazi
We can always hang out together
But I'm still a Nazi,
An evil ,bleeding Nazi
Soldiers get in line,
No I can't stop until those Jews are mine.
I like cheese and ham,
But Hitler he just likes the pure cheese,
'Cause he's a, he's a Nazi.
I'll be your friend,
Knocking on your back door,
Until I randomly leave,
Cause the Fuhrer wants more.
I'm staring at the sky,
Goose-step and raise your head high.
Double agent,
Do my dash and return,
My throat is so dry,
But with water I cry,
From the poison gas,
I think it's time for us to hide
'Cause you know that baby I:
I'm deceiving you,
I'm on your side until half-past 3,
Cause I'm a, I'm a Nazi.
Times are tough but money's great,
Especially when you're a Nazi,
But you're not, cause I'm the only Jew Nazi
Promised I'd be kind,
But Hitler he has other things in mind.
Even if I gas you,
Promise me that you'll still love me,
Though I'm, I'm a Nazi.
I'm sorry,(I wrote Jew on your room window)
That was real bad,(But if I don't I will have to go)
Wait a minute, just rewind,
I may blast your town, but we'll still have fun!
Just one look at me, and baby,
one day you must see,
That I'm a, I'm a Nazi,
But until then I'm with you,
and with Jews we will be,
Not those, bleeding Nazi's.
So if you are confused,
And maybe just a little offended too,
Just remember what happened to the stupid Nazi's,
and I'm definitely, not a Nazi.

NOTE: Anyone wanting to use these lyrics, please contact in the comments section. No Stealing! I thought long and hard about this parody. :P
(SUNG TO THE TUNE OF LADY GAGA'S PAPARAZZI)
We met back when,
They were just coming out
Didn't know what to do
Now I'm one of them too
It's quite ironic
But not quite Atomic.
Lederhosen and a Swastika too,
Not sure what it means,
But I'm told I have too.
So I say goodbye,
And baby you must never know why,
Cause you know that baby we:
We can be together
But, baby you must never see,
That I'm a, I'm a Nazi
We can always hang out together
But I'm still a Nazi,
An evil ,bleeding Nazi
Soldiers get in line,
No I can't stop until those Jews are mine.
I like cheese and ham,
But Hitler he just likes the pure cheese,
'Cause he's a, he's a Nazi.
I'll be your friend,
Knocking on your back door,
Until I randomly leave,
Cause the Fuhrer wants more.
I'm staring at the sky,
Goose-step and raise your head high.
Double agent,
Do my dash and return,
My throat is so dry,
But with water I cry,
From the poison gas,
I think it's time for us to hide
'Cause you know that baby I:
I'm deceiving you,
I'm on your side until half-past 3,
Cause I'm a, I'm a Nazi.
Times are tough but money's great,
Especially when you're a Nazi,
But you're not, cause I'm the only Jew Nazi
Promised I'd be kind,
But Hitler he has other things in mind.
Even if I gas you,
Promise me that you'll still love me,
Though I'm, I'm a Nazi.
I'm sorry,(I wrote Jew on your room window)
That was real bad,(But if I don't I will have to go)
Wait a minute, just rewind,
I may blast your town, but we'll still have fun!
Just one look at me, and baby,
one day you must see,
That I'm a, I'm a Nazi,
But until then I'm with you,
and with Jews we will be,
Not those, bleeding Nazi's.
So if you are confused,
And maybe just a little offended too,
Just remember what happened to the stupid Nazi's,
and I'm definitely, not a Nazi.

NOTE: Anyone wanting to use these lyrics, please contact in the comments section. No Stealing! I thought long and hard about this parody. :P
Jun 20, 2009
*breathes*
Gaaaaah!
Sweet relief...
Okay, I just deleted my Myspace. Thank ze Lord! Man that shit was annoying me.
Facebook is my saviour :) (Obviously)
Should've done this a long time ago.
Toodles!
xo
PS: I just found out my mum has had a crush on Robert Downey Jr since Ally McBeal...damn, now it's weird talking to her. I don't like feeling like I'm turning into my mother...but I guess it's inevitable, right? :S

He's still damn sexy, though. :D
Jun 11, 2009
Oh, and just to celebrate a bit...
Results!
"Whilst they're no George Clooney, the male Drone Bee still manages to attract the female Queen Bee, and reproduce."
-Silvi Vann-Wall, VCE GAT 2009, Australia.
SUCCESS!
It even made the news! (See last entry if you're completely confused.) http://www.facebook.com/ext/share.php?sid=79110277613&h=9q1FB&u=PgTnK
EPIC WIN.
Signing out, biatch.
xoxo
-Silvi Vann-Wall, VCE GAT 2009, Australia.
SUCCESS!
It even made the news! (See last entry if you're completely confused.) http://www.facebook.com/ext/share.php?sid=79110277613&h=9q1FB&u=PgTnK
EPIC WIN.
Signing out, biatch.
xoxo
Jun 10, 2009
The George Clooney conspiracy...

rofl! All year 12 VCE students in Australia will somehow be mentioning George Clooney in this general knowledge exam we have to take tomorrow...just to have a bit o fun and completely disorientate the examiners! HAHAHAHAHAHA! Sooo much fun...If you'r reading this and are an Australian VCE student, MENTION GEORGE CLOONEY! woot. I know I will be...somehow.
Jun 3, 2009
May 31, 2009
QUARANTINE DIARIES - THE FINAL DAY
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Well, all I can say is THANK BLOODY CHRIST, in a thick Australian accent. It's over! YAY!
It has been an interesting ride.
8.28pm on a Sunday night - I have spent the last few hours doing last minute homework (and shopping for clothes hehehe). I earlier bought a nice little black vest which will go snazzily with any outfit. :D Big smiles!
And to top this fantastic day off, my family and I cooked home-made pizza. I love mine absolutely chockers (full) with cheese, onion and capsicum! :D:D More big smiles!
Which leads me to...Smile, though your heart is aching, smile, even though it's breaking, when there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by...dadada, dededdedede, ddededahdahadah.....Sorry, I'm afraid I've broken out into song and dance.

Wait - - is that "Stuck in the middle with you" I hear on the radio? I'm off to dance! Lalalalala...
Yes, I am really 17, not 45 living with 5 cats, contrary to popular belief! It's called a combination of stress, and school, and being in love. It messes with your head, I warn you now.
TO DO: Pack bag with school items, check diary, watch Rove...which is on right now! ACK!
Good bye my lovelies, and toodles! The only hurdle I need to get through now is mid-year exams, and then RELAXATION! *sigh* in amongst holiday homework, no doubt...
xoxo
PS: SWINE FLU!!!
Well, all I can say is THANK BLOODY CHRIST, in a thick Australian accent. It's over! YAY!
It has been an interesting ride.
8.28pm on a Sunday night - I have spent the last few hours doing last minute homework (and shopping for clothes hehehe). I earlier bought a nice little black vest which will go snazzily with any outfit. :D Big smiles!
And to top this fantastic day off, my family and I cooked home-made pizza. I love mine absolutely chockers (full) with cheese, onion and capsicum! :D:D More big smiles!
Which leads me to...Smile, though your heart is aching, smile, even though it's breaking, when there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by...dadada, dededdedede, ddededahdahadah.....Sorry, I'm afraid I've broken out into song and dance.

Wait - - is that "Stuck in the middle with you" I hear on the radio? I'm off to dance! Lalalalala...
Yes, I am really 17, not 45 living with 5 cats, contrary to popular belief! It's called a combination of stress, and school, and being in love. It messes with your head, I warn you now.
TO DO: Pack bag with school items, check diary, watch Rove...which is on right now! ACK!
Good bye my lovelies, and toodles! The only hurdle I need to get through now is mid-year exams, and then RELAXATION! *sigh* in amongst holiday homework, no doubt...
xoxo
PS: SWINE FLU!!!
May 30, 2009
The Jack Sparrow Formula.
Take one:

Then add:

And mix with:

You should then have:

Simple, no?
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QUARANTINE DIARIES - DAY...ERM, SATURDAY
Slaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack
Is a a five letter word that describes me, and you are welcome to add a few more vowels.
But then again, I ain't that slack considering I've been finishing off BUTTLOADS of homework lately.
And I went to see a play yesterday! How delightful. It was called "A stretch of the imagination", and starred John Wood (You know, the old guy from Blue Heelers?). Let me say this: If you live in Melbourne, or it is possible to make your way to the Athaneum theatre on Collins street, GO AND SEE THIS PLAY. Do it, 'cause it's not advertised very well and it SHOULD be. Not that I'm helping that situation...heh...
Please, this absurd/surreal, one-man, aussie play is an absolute gem. Granted, I did have to view it for school, but nevertheless I thoroughly enjoyed it. :)
And I spent the rest of the day wondering if I would see wordboy in the city...how sad.
Currently I am re-writing an essay on Nietszsche's Beyond Good and Evil. And for some reason, NIN's Closer just came on the radio...*shudder*
The quarantine has been tough, definitely, but some good things have come of it, to be sure. :D
I recently composed a little piano piece (On my synthesizer/keyboard, mind you) and I completed it today. It's something that allows room for a little improvisation, and is quite flexible. For instance, it could be played as a quiet, sentimental piece, or a grand, sweeping, cinema-like score. :D I call it...erm...The Dreamer. Yeah. Sounds good!
If I can get round to it, I'll record myself playing it and post it somewhere on the internet. Ahh, but I must return to my 'omework, madame mouiselle`.
Toodles ;)
xoxo
ACK! One more thing! In the time between this entry and the last, I have watched Monsieur Verdoux twice! Fucking 'ilarious. Just brilliant. What a shame it could not be recognised for it's dark, comedic genius when it was first released. Love it. Limelight will be next on my list of Chaplin films :D.
Is a a five letter word that describes me, and you are welcome to add a few more vowels.
But then again, I ain't that slack considering I've been finishing off BUTTLOADS of homework lately.
And I went to see a play yesterday! How delightful. It was called "A stretch of the imagination", and starred John Wood (You know, the old guy from Blue Heelers?). Let me say this: If you live in Melbourne, or it is possible to make your way to the Athaneum theatre on Collins street, GO AND SEE THIS PLAY. Do it, 'cause it's not advertised very well and it SHOULD be. Not that I'm helping that situation...heh...
Please, this absurd/surreal, one-man, aussie play is an absolute gem. Granted, I did have to view it for school, but nevertheless I thoroughly enjoyed it. :)
And I spent the rest of the day wondering if I would see wordboy in the city...how sad.
Currently I am re-writing an essay on Nietszsche's Beyond Good and Evil. And for some reason, NIN's Closer just came on the radio...*shudder*
The quarantine has been tough, definitely, but some good things have come of it, to be sure. :D
I recently composed a little piano piece (On my synthesizer/keyboard, mind you) and I completed it today. It's something that allows room for a little improvisation, and is quite flexible. For instance, it could be played as a quiet, sentimental piece, or a grand, sweeping, cinema-like score. :D I call it...erm...The Dreamer. Yeah. Sounds good!
If I can get round to it, I'll record myself playing it and post it somewhere on the internet. Ahh, but I must return to my 'omework, madame mouiselle`.
Toodles ;)
xoxo
ACK! One more thing! In the time between this entry and the last, I have watched Monsieur Verdoux twice! Fucking 'ilarious. Just brilliant. What a shame it could not be recognised for it's dark, comedic genius when it was first released. Love it. Limelight will be next on my list of Chaplin films :D.
May 28, 2009
QUARANTINE DIARIES - DAY TWO AND A HALF
Yes, well...
Obviously I kinda missed day two. But I'm baaack! And with a whole new report - almost 40 cases of Swine flu in Victoria! Yaaay! I practically can't go anywhere anymore, so I'm stuck here blogging, twittering and doing Theatre Studies homework. Who wants to do it for me? Any takers? :D No? ok. :(
I watched the Breakfast Club yesterday - "Does Barry Manilow know you raid his wardrobe?" - and really enjoyed it (I know, shock horror, I've never seen it before). My sister had to watch it for an assignment, ahahaha. And then after that (as I was still fully bored) I watched SLUMDOG MILLIONARE! WOO! I'm not gonna say much on that, but I will say this: JAI HO!!!
Erm...yeah...
So I'm here answering audit questions and patiently awaiting the mailman to come with the latest Quickflix DVD from my queue. :D It should be Monsieur Verdoux! OMG that rhymed. Oh so you don't know what that is? Ah, you know...another film that America hated Charlie Chaplin for. I've seen previews and it looks HILARIOUS. Screw America.

So, I have to take some medicine now 'cause I'm still sick. Joy.
Toodles everyone.
xoxo
May 26, 2009
QUARANTINE DIARIES - DAY ONE
Dear Q.D,
Well, day one of quarantine, 11:21 am, and I'm still weighing up the pros and cons of homework. I should be doing some right now, but I really can't be bothered. Not surprisingly, I'm thinking up awesomely funny ideas for swine-flu related videos...if only I had some discs for my video camera (I have a digital vid-cam, which I despise.) If only they still made them with the tapes! Look I'm sure they do, I just haven't been able to find any. Life sucks.
On my knees, help me baby, tell me what can I do? SWINE-LECTRIC FLU.
Oh the parodies are endless! The amount of times I have herd "I kissed a pig"...sigh.
Sprechen sie deutsch? Gut. Ich musste machen mein hausaufgaben. Ein "Vocab-list", und ich vergass meine dictionary! GUT GOTT!!! Eh, it'll only take me a while, so I might as well do it. CHEEZEN KRACKERS!
Considering watching a DVD today. Any ideas? I've got many that I haven't watched, so it's so hard to decide! i.e: Catch me if you can, Burn after reading, Citizen Kane...All good films, I hear, but SO different!
Hah, I'm so bored I even got out my old "Cobalt blue" GameBoy advanced SP! It had dust all over it, LAUGH OUT LOUD! (Not that loud, please.) It had a massive-sized Zelda game in it, which I think was originally made for the gameboy colour...which is also floating around my house somewhere, methinks. (It might have Pokemon Yellow in it, holy cow!) But anyway, I started playing this game (with much confusion as I appeared to be up to level 5 with no idea where to progress to...) and found myself resorting to a walkthrough. Le gasp! Nevertheless, it got boring so I threw it down anyway (slicing cave bats and collecting jewels does get rather tedious...).
Ew...I just coughed up phlegm. It's normal flu, I swear! Don't freak out on me, I've been to the doctors twice already.
Currently I am panicking because I only have certain school folders at home...the rest are at school, which is fully locked up. :( If I'm gonna be quarantined for so long, I WANT MY FREAKIN' SCHOOL WORK! My god, this is one time where I actually want to STUDY MY ASS OFF. Sigh.
Currently listening to: Electric Blue :D
Toodles...
xoxo
Well, day one of quarantine, 11:21 am, and I'm still weighing up the pros and cons of homework. I should be doing some right now, but I really can't be bothered. Not surprisingly, I'm thinking up awesomely funny ideas for swine-flu related videos...if only I had some discs for my video camera (I have a digital vid-cam, which I despise.) If only they still made them with the tapes! Look I'm sure they do, I just haven't been able to find any. Life sucks.
On my knees, help me baby, tell me what can I do? SWINE-LECTRIC FLU.
Oh the parodies are endless! The amount of times I have herd "I kissed a pig"...sigh.
Sprechen sie deutsch? Gut. Ich musste machen mein hausaufgaben. Ein "Vocab-list", und ich vergass meine dictionary! GUT GOTT!!! Eh, it'll only take me a while, so I might as well do it. CHEEZEN KRACKERS!
Considering watching a DVD today. Any ideas? I've got many that I haven't watched, so it's so hard to decide! i.e: Catch me if you can, Burn after reading, Citizen Kane...All good films, I hear, but SO different!
Hah, I'm so bored I even got out my old "Cobalt blue" GameBoy advanced SP! It had dust all over it, LAUGH OUT LOUD! (Not that loud, please.) It had a massive-sized Zelda game in it, which I think was originally made for the gameboy colour...which is also floating around my house somewhere, methinks. (It might have Pokemon Yellow in it, holy cow!) But anyway, I started playing this game (with much confusion as I appeared to be up to level 5 with no idea where to progress to...) and found myself resorting to a walkthrough. Le gasp! Nevertheless, it got boring so I threw it down anyway (slicing cave bats and collecting jewels does get rather tedious...).
Ew...I just coughed up phlegm. It's normal flu, I swear! Don't freak out on me, I've been to the doctors twice already.
Currently I am panicking because I only have certain school folders at home...the rest are at school, which is fully locked up. :( If I'm gonna be quarantined for so long, I WANT MY FREAKIN' SCHOOL WORK! My god, this is one time where I actually want to STUDY MY ASS OFF. Sigh.
Currently listening to: Electric Blue :D
Toodles...
xoxo
Mmmmmmmmmmmnew layout?
:D
I finally feel like the proper scribe that I am.
And my throat is killing me. Dear GOD where did I put those soothers? *sobs* Eh, I should be thankful it's just a virus, and not the freakin' SWINE FLU. Seriously guys, it's fully epidemic in Victoria, Australia at the moment...ARGH I HATE BEING QUARANTINED.
I'm definitely not gonna let this time go...I'll be complaining till I can't complain no more! I'm sure my twitter pals are already sick of me...twitter.com/silviamelia.
Starting up a "Quarantine Diary" to help vent my rage. :D Stay tuned invisible fairy that is the sole reader of my blog!
And later I'll be posting (Carefully edited) excerpts from my real diary. Juicy!
Currently listening to: Make me Over - Hole.
Toodles!
xoxo
I finally feel like the proper scribe that I am.
And my throat is killing me. Dear GOD where did I put those soothers? *sobs* Eh, I should be thankful it's just a virus, and not the freakin' SWINE FLU. Seriously guys, it's fully epidemic in Victoria, Australia at the moment...ARGH I HATE BEING QUARANTINED.
I'm definitely not gonna let this time go...I'll be complaining till I can't complain no more! I'm sure my twitter pals are already sick of me...twitter.com/silviamelia.
Starting up a "Quarantine Diary" to help vent my rage. :D Stay tuned invisible fairy that is the sole reader of my blog!
And later I'll be posting (Carefully edited) excerpts from my real diary. Juicy!
Currently listening to: Make me Over - Hole.
Toodles!
xoxo
May 25, 2009
<3
SUMMARIZE with a zed

Most important notes:
-Performed an absurdist school play, was main character. Went really well despite 2 breakdowns.
-I'm introducing a real character known as wordboy...who I am stupidly in love with. So any reference to wordboy, you know who it is. Sort of. Not really.
-Charlie Chaplin is my new favourite actor/comedian! Is keeping me sane through year 12, thank god.
-My entire school has been quarantined due to swine flu. Effing great. :(
Guess I'll be posting a lot more this week as I am at home in "quarantine". Sigh.
Toodles anyway.
xoxo
Mar 25, 2009
LOL
Really starting to hate that word. If it even is a word.
NO, It's not a word, so stop saying it aloud!
Message directed at myself.
HELP! Somebody think of the children...ie. Me.
LOL! AAAAAARRRRRGGGHHHH!!
I just want to laugh normally again.....don't you?!?!
NO, It's not a word, so stop saying it aloud!
Message directed at myself.
HELP! Somebody think of the children...ie. Me.
LOL! AAAAAARRRRRGGGHHHH!!
I just want to laugh normally again.....don't you?!?!
Mar 14, 2009
Splat
Um, yeah...
Never did audition for the school musical (Thank god, it was High school musical, and that makes me sick!).
What I did do: Joined twitter, clicked my way around the new NEW facebook (?), joined Jango (awesome music/radio website) and started writing my journal again...(My private one, not this one ahaha...)
Random: Ever notice how people confuse aspire with pespire? "Oh, I perspire to be a journalist" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Fucknuggets. XD
Doing some random German homework ATM...
Currently listening to: Trani - Kings of Leon. :P
Toodles...
xo
Never did audition for the school musical (Thank god, it was High school musical, and that makes me sick!).
What I did do: Joined twitter, clicked my way around the new NEW facebook (?), joined Jango (awesome music/radio website) and started writing my journal again...(My private one, not this one ahaha...)
Random: Ever notice how people confuse aspire with pespire? "Oh, I perspire to be a journalist" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Fucknuggets. XD
Doing some random German homework ATM...
Currently listening to: Trani - Kings of Leon. :P
Toodles...
xo
Feb 25, 2009
Cute/Head Implosion?
Um, yeah...I also <3 James Marsden, but only for purely superificial reasons. Ah well, what the heck is wrong with that every once in a while?Normally I never find guys attractive if they've been in musicals or kids films (but depends what they are, I guess) but honestly, JM is HOT!
Ah-hem. Excuse me. I got a bit carried away with myself there. Heehee.
Auditioning for the school musical soon...bleugh. ('tis a whole heck of fun, though).
Golly gosh gumballs, is that James Marsden looking gorgeous?! Mehehehehe...
Toodly-oodles
xo
Feb 22, 2009
Creepy/Cute?
Tribute to Deutschland!
Feb 17, 2009
Just Realised...
The line; "I've come to realise that I really like you..." Is from Fight Club (see previous post). Plus I just made reference to having multiple personalities. Oh god, if my life is anything like Fight Club, I hope the plot has reached it's conclusion and I'm getting rid of the offensive Tyler once and for all and build a better relationship with Marla...Is anyone understanding my metaphor here? I mean to say I'm the Narrator, I have a nasty side of me that shows up occasionally and Marla represents a guy that I really like. (Yes I know it's confusing what with the whole cross-gender thing, but then again, Fight Club is also quite confusing by itself, unless you have watched it at least twice).
Again, I've said way more than I needed to.
Over and out,
xo.
It's all my fault.
Hey there bloggers,
Ah yeah, it's one of those days. :(
This feeling has been building up inside me lately, that maybe I'm too shy in person, and not shy enough on the net.
It has dawned on me my Netiquette may not be so great...
Ever felt like bagging someone because you can't do it in the open and think doing it on the net will gain your support? Yeah, me too. And I've done it.
My god, I've been flaming this whole time and lost a lot of respect (or so I think).
People, I think, don't trust me, because I seem like two people. :(
Hypothetically, I meet this guy who thinks I'm very sweet, innocent and naive (because I'm a little scared of new people) BUT on the net I freely bag pics and comments of him, thinking he'll understand it's a joke. BUT it suddenly dawns on me he might not respect me anymore because I have not been truthful to him, let alone myself. Perhaps now he only thinks of me as an Acquaintance.
To be absolutely 100% truthful, I was bullied.
Now, don't think of a fat boy pushing me around for lunch money, no; this was much worse. I was very good friends with a girl who one day decided to exclude from everything, write rude things about me on the internet and tell everyone in the school that I was a lesbian, with extreme negative connotations (I'm not, just to clear things up). As a result I find it hard to trust people and make new relationships, and as a result of THAT I have a lot of pent-up anger that spills forth on the net.
Before the several bullying incidents, I was very loud and outspoken (which I still am, around close friends and family) but got into trouble with my mouth...the same thing is now happening on the internet.
BUT I aim to correct this! I want people to see that: yes, I'm eccentric and opinionated, but deep down I'm a nice, generous person who aims to please the ones she trusts! If only people would listen.
Which is why I have a blog! Whilst I'm aware not many people read ME, it feels excellent to spill my guts like this...It's the first step to eliminating this problem I have. Plus listening to Raspberry Beret helps, lol! (Sorry, it just came on the radio, hehe...) "She walked in through the out door -out door- she wore a Raspberry Beret, the kind you'd find in a second hand store.."
Sorry, got a bit distracted! Despite this shit being flung my way I have still managed to keep my charming insanity. :P
If anyone happens to read this and thinks I have a horrible case of multiple personalities, I'm so sorry. I publicly apologise right here, in front of the whole interwebs!
I have also made a New Year's Resolution/Vow: I shall never insult another again, in their presence or not. I will be constant in the way I treat people, and I will show my true colours! Plus I will hold my opinion back if it's not the right time, and later write it in my diary (not here).
To the (ah-hem) 'Hypothetical' guy; I know I seem like a foolish, immature and nasty child sometimes, but what I've come to realise is that I really like you, and I hope we can be good friends. :)
I also promise not to use the word "Hate" anymore. I will be content with my life, I will not want excess or instant gratification, and I will feel nothing towards those I previously "hated".
Life is Good. Life is Great. What's stopping me from being happy, when I have all I need?
Vent Over.
Toodles,
ME.
xoxo
Ah yeah, it's one of those days. :(
This feeling has been building up inside me lately, that maybe I'm too shy in person, and not shy enough on the net.
It has dawned on me my Netiquette may not be so great...
Ever felt like bagging someone because you can't do it in the open and think doing it on the net will gain your support? Yeah, me too. And I've done it.
My god, I've been flaming this whole time and lost a lot of respect (or so I think).
People, I think, don't trust me, because I seem like two people. :(
Hypothetically, I meet this guy who thinks I'm very sweet, innocent and naive (because I'm a little scared of new people) BUT on the net I freely bag pics and comments of him, thinking he'll understand it's a joke. BUT it suddenly dawns on me he might not respect me anymore because I have not been truthful to him, let alone myself. Perhaps now he only thinks of me as an Acquaintance.
To be absolutely 100% truthful, I was bullied.
Now, don't think of a fat boy pushing me around for lunch money, no; this was much worse. I was very good friends with a girl who one day decided to exclude from everything, write rude things about me on the internet and tell everyone in the school that I was a lesbian, with extreme negative connotations (I'm not, just to clear things up). As a result I find it hard to trust people and make new relationships, and as a result of THAT I have a lot of pent-up anger that spills forth on the net.
Before the several bullying incidents, I was very loud and outspoken (which I still am, around close friends and family) but got into trouble with my mouth...the same thing is now happening on the internet.
BUT I aim to correct this! I want people to see that: yes, I'm eccentric and opinionated, but deep down I'm a nice, generous person who aims to please the ones she trusts! If only people would listen.
Which is why I have a blog! Whilst I'm aware not many people read ME, it feels excellent to spill my guts like this...It's the first step to eliminating this problem I have. Plus listening to Raspberry Beret helps, lol! (Sorry, it just came on the radio, hehe...) "She walked in through the out door -out door- she wore a Raspberry Beret, the kind you'd find in a second hand store.."
Sorry, got a bit distracted! Despite this shit being flung my way I have still managed to keep my charming insanity. :P
If anyone happens to read this and thinks I have a horrible case of multiple personalities, I'm so sorry. I publicly apologise right here, in front of the whole interwebs!
I have also made a New Year's Resolution/Vow: I shall never insult another again, in their presence or not. I will be constant in the way I treat people, and I will show my true colours! Plus I will hold my opinion back if it's not the right time, and later write it in my diary (not here).
To the (ah-hem) 'Hypothetical' guy; I know I seem like a foolish, immature and nasty child sometimes, but what I've come to realise is that I really like you, and I hope we can be good friends. :)
I also promise not to use the word "Hate" anymore. I will be content with my life, I will not want excess or instant gratification, and I will feel nothing towards those I previously "hated".
Life is Good. Life is Great. What's stopping me from being happy, when I have all I need?
Vent Over.
Toodles,
ME.
xoxo
Jan 30, 2009
Oh , and by the way...
I did excellent on my Media exam, with a final study score of 46! (Out of 50, that is. That's how we Aussies roll)
And I finished A room of one's own (Plus all the q's on it, go me!) and I also finished Antigone and This Boy's Life. Currently reading the Importance of Being Earnest for no apparent reason other than it's HILARIOUS. Seriously, you guys should get into some serious literature.
Who am I kidding? No one bloody even LOOKS at this blog.
Dying from 5 day heat wave...toodles
xo
And I finished A room of one's own (Plus all the q's on it, go me!) and I also finished Antigone and This Boy's Life. Currently reading the Importance of Being Earnest for no apparent reason other than it's HILARIOUS. Seriously, you guys should get into some serious literature.
Who am I kidding? No one bloody even LOOKS at this blog.
Dying from 5 day heat wave...toodles
xo
Hi
Harrow :)
Feeling kinda confused at the moment.
Going back to school monday, gah. Final year, yipee!
The fantastic summer school is over. Got my learners yesterday!
Made awesome friends recently. Everyone's angry/sad in the heat!
Too hot. Air-con at grandparents. No power at grandparents.
Finished homework. Just found more to do.
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!
I promise to not get in a foul mood...I willl stay calm...I will help my friends...I am a good listener! I have excelellent advice! I will not break down and cry and/or run away from all the confusion.
By the way, sorry to the maximum of 1 persons that read my blog, I know I haven't posted in ages.
Buh-bye...
xo
Feeling kinda confused at the moment.
Going back to school monday, gah. Final year, yipee!
The fantastic summer school is over. Got my learners yesterday!
Made awesome friends recently. Everyone's angry/sad in the heat!
Too hot. Air-con at grandparents. No power at grandparents.
Finished homework. Just found more to do.
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!
I promise to not get in a foul mood...I willl stay calm...I will help my friends...I am a good listener! I have excelellent advice! I will not break down and cry and/or run away from all the confusion.
By the way, sorry to the maximum of 1 persons that read my blog, I know I haven't posted in ages.
Buh-bye...
xo
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